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Probably.... Perhaps...

Sunday, 14 August 2016 • 23:30 • 0 comments

It's been almost a year again since i last blog. :/

So many things have changed throughout this 1 year..
My internship has ended, I've graduated from my University, quit all my part time jobs and lastly i am a full timer worker now..

Being a full timer worker.. Working in the real society world now..
Although the feeling felts just like how it is when i worked in my part time jobs previously, a slight different was that, this is the real shit.
Real shit to get into and real shit to deal with everyday at work..

Working in a whole new industry and a totally unfamiliar working environment... I wonder what i have been doing all the well and what i have been learning everyday..

Honestly, the new experience was fun.. It is really good and probably great that i am actually learning many new things and new regulation laws that i have never got into contact before..

But what's worst is that when your boss dislike you?

Because when that happen, you can't argue nor do you have any say just because the person is your boss, manager or senior colleagues.

Or probably just because you are the lowest rank and least knowledge of all around the whole office..

Being under a boss that probably dislike you really sux..

It is always understandable if you did something bad to make your boss hates you..

Everyone have different working attitude and working style..

Of course everyone do knows about that very well..

But isn't it better if some working styles can be match or negotiate instead of just follow everything so systematic and in such a selfish way..

Though you done the correct thing but in a different steps/system method, is there anything wrong with that?

For me, i really feel so unfair about that matter..

What's wrong with the process? If everything can be done in time and done correctly, is this consider wrong?

Everyone have their own style of clothing, but just because what you wear is not in favour by your boss and you get scolded or 'forbidden' to wear those clothing? Isn't that weird enough...

There is no breaking any rules and regulations of the company matrix policy..

Clothing is fine but just because the style is not favoured.. I really cannot accept this excuses given for scolding me...

I know i know..

What they always say.. I am new and i am still a fresh graduate.. This is my first job...

All of this just sounds like excuses for me...

I don't want to blame anyone nor to say that i can't take up the challenge...

Being under bosses/managers that dislike you and picking every single small matters over you, this is just being personal as compared to work..

As of now, going to work felts like meaningless..

I want to go for what i want to do... All the things i set my heart and passion in...

I can't wait for the day i felt that passion burning in me again...

Nevertheless, i am not gonna give up yet... I am still going to give my best shot in everything that i am doing right now..

I don't know how long more can i hold on or tolerate all the bad matters that are happening.. But what i know is that, i will still give in my best shot in everything i do...

I don't really care if anyone is going to appreciate it or see through that hard work i'm giving in...

I am just going to do what i can and strive for the best that i can...

"Hate or love me for who i am, but i am still gonna be who i am."

PAST